Im A Failure....

I admit my FAULT for the 1st time
*i mean it
(kind da suprising for everyone even for me coz for the 1st time i admit my fault)
i dun noe wat i did was totally wrong
i should have listen to kogie ealier
*she said dont involved n dont bother
but i still i never listen to her
as usual im stuborn**
which makes me upsad today
come on la
he was good to me
for the past 15 days
......
he makes me happy,smile,laugh n LOL
....
so i thought i wanna help someone who can even make me joy
but
its my FAULT
for not listening to kogie
*i thought its possible to help my fren
and
its ends up impossible
...
i was so upsad n terrible upsad....
for the way he text to me...
and
i noe its my FAULT too
i started to text harsh 1st
as u guys noe
wen im angry or tense up
....
i will juz say watever comes up to my mind
....
k fine..
i agree it might hurt u
but i cant do anything...
this is nisha
i can only be how i am
and
im enough proud of it...

~sorry time~

im sorry to him

..

coz i say tat he is an idoit

*i never mean it

i make him hurt

*never wanted to do

i make him cry

*i never wish for that

......

im sorry to her

....

coz i never listen to her

*im stuborn

and

i regret now

.....

im sorry to her

coz i talk bad bout her

*i never want to do so

but

wen he talks bad bout her

and

i cant take it

so

i talk bad bout her too...

im so sorry...

*i dun noe wat is the next other word can be replaced after sorry

......

i never mean to talk bout her n her

both are the best girl for me..

i never wanted to pull u both girls down...

but

wat i did to both of the girls are totally WRONG

....

im sorry for that

*plz do forgive me

I need u both girls in my life

*serioulsy

**and i mean it

~im sorry for everything~